It's been more than a year since I wrote anything on this page. It has also been more than a year since I read what I wrote here. I have no regrets neglecting it yet this page seems so special and personal to me. It does not matter to me if no one ever reads or pass comments on this page. I'm just glad that I wrote those things I wrote.
After reading the previous posts, I reflect back on the person I was when those posts were written and I realized that things are so different now even though it all happened only a year ago. When I wrote those posts I did not even know that i was going to get married in the year 2010. At that time, Brandy was not even born and employing Sokha was not even an idea yet. Life is so different now. I am an educator and a future wife. I have a dog named Brandy which really brightens up my life and also a person named Sokha who helps me care for my parents while I'm away. My life could be even better but I have no complaints on what God has blessed me with.
Since I started teaching, I have taught more than 600 students. Unfortunately, I do not think I have inspired them much. To them, I'm just an instructor assigned to teach them English and our relationship is purely an educator - student relationship and nothing more. If they bump into me in campus, they will greet me and if they meet me out of campus, they would either just smile or pretend that they don't know me. I am greedy, i want more out of my encounters with my students, i want to inspire them to be better beings. How am I suppose to do that if I do not begin to be a better educator than what i am now? I need to improve myself.

Time to do some soul-searching and be humble.....